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ELAINE
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(for those who still visit this blog, but i dont think u guys do lar haha)

oopss i think i've not updated for like a month haa.
but nevermind, not like A LOT of stuff have been happening.

and i only have time/mood to update now is cos i'm sick! :(
stupid high fever which left me hallucinating(a bit) and praying i wouldn't call out your name in the middle of the night(to dire consequences)
haa but fever subsided or rather disappeared first thing in the morning, and i woke up with gastric pain. damnit.
ahh day didnt start very right, and i found out i failed h.geog :(:(:(
ohwells i still dont know my econs haa dragging it for one day will make sure today stays a happy day for a longer time.

until then,
(:

now my blog photo is gone :(
sad, pathetic blog.

you said i'd never know how it feels, but now i do.
and it hurts, damn a lot.

i finally finished my gp essay! my first >1000words essay (:
and i progressed 1 episode of heroes haha.
okay this morning has been very very slack. notgoodatall.

All of my life
I have been waiting for all you give to me
You've opened my eyes, and shown me how to love unselfishly
I've dreamed of this a thousand times before
In my dreams I couldn't love you more
I will give you my heart until the end of time
You're all I need my love my valentine

studystudystudystudystudystudystudystudystudystudystudystudystudystudystudystudystudystudy

today is an emo night :/ i read through my archives, the first part of last year and i realised despite the frequent updates, the stuff that i really wanted to put in words were not there. haa it's just the smokescreens reminding me of what really happened. gosh and it's still the same now. okay maybe not cos i dont even update haha.

i was supposed to do geepeee essay just now but i only managed an intro. anyhow it's an interesting essay should be able to finish it fast tmr.

ohyes i just felt this year had more sad stuff. like the comp which wasnt exactly much happy memories. and then bt1 and now bt2. and there was less fun and laughter in school cos it was just lessons and all. and yet it's during these times that you really treasure all the happy moments and wonderful time spent with your friends and loved ones (:

the table people are back from shanghai already i really missed trixie! haha.
ohwells going to school really often next week hope i'd have time to study yup.

we used to do this in the past(:
your impeccable smile holds it all near
i just came up with it naturally haha. and i think it makes the most sense doesn't it?

a closed chapter of my life i don't ever want to be reminded about.
please don't have any negative feelings about those stuff cos it's really all in the past.

okay, holidays is not really feeling very holiday-ish but i guess we have only 4 weeks to cover ALL our stuff. plus there are still soooo many lessons. khalid said today, like what everyone else says, who studies for h1 subs? ohwell. lit students do. cos we've got work and if doing work means understanding your work/revising, then ya. but our results are really very depressing :( why didnt i just take physics or maybe even chem cos jiaqi said it's damn easy. pooooots.

now i'm thinking should i go for flag day. yawns.

this is going to be one long post cos i realised my previous/posts of this year have been really brief and i dont really know what im talking about too. haha

it's the j2 syndrome. where going to school becomes such a dread and you actually feel the pressure of doing well for As. i feel old :( but it'll be quite a while before i turn 18. haa but wells, everyone waits a year for their birthdays. i like the feeling of having seniors, juniors are just different i guess. but the bunch that i noe, they're fine (:

hmm so ya last friday went to support soccer against mj. they played really well but still a draw 0-0. then there was extra time, followed by penalties which very unfortunately we lost :( i think it's just damn suay lar! arrrgggh. oh and rj beat vj. hur.

we had photo taking yesterday (: pretty cool cos we folded aeroplanes so our photos had a lot of colour in it yaays. and ms k didnt come. i dont noe whether to feel happy, sad, worried or what :/ but anyway our unseen BT is on thurs which means that most prob we wont get much practice anymore. ohnoohno. hmm ya then i went to pass pang her econs notes and i went home without meeting jayafoxcat at thecafe but nevermind too tired/sick alrd.

and today! ms k didnt come again. ohmy hope she gets well dont know wads wrong with her and there's no news from her :X well today was quite a normal day except s13 sold candy floss(: oh and some certain ppl said i look like paul twohill. yuckyuck. nvm at least i got an apology haha. i swear it's just the hair and a little of the braces. wle.

we went for tuition today. full attendence! haa and we made a lot of noise doing binomial lol. i think the hc guy damn amused but dont care. we read the v for vendetta 'v phrase' to aunty jeanie and she gave the wth is that look. haha. anw i think bloomberg is damn cool lar. free everything lol.

i cant wait for the end of this week!

HOLIDAYSSSS (: